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My Personality :

I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper (sometimes)
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drank coffee
I clean my room daily
i am claustrophobic


My Appearance :

I wear makeup(mascara&lipgloss)
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
I wear contacts
I wear glasses
I have/had braces
I change my hair colour often
I straighten my hair often
I have piercings
I wear jeans and t-shirt


Relationships :

I’m in a relationship now
I’m single
I’m crushing
I’m in love
I’m always scared of being hurt
An ex has physically abused me, at least once
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’ve been in love more than two times
I believe in love at first sight


Friendships :

I have/had a best friend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
I can trust at least five people with my life


Experiences :

I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been on a train
Someone close to me has died
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve taken a school bus
I’ve gone bungee jumping
I’ve made a speech
I’ve been in some sort of club
I’ve won an award
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
I’ve been in a physical fight


Music :

I listen to R&B
I listen to country
I listen to pop
I listen to techno
I listen to rock
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
I hate the radio
I buy CDs


Television :

I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
I watch soap operas daily
I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
I’ve seen and liked The OC
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
I’ve seen and liked Popular
I’ve seen and liked 24
I’ve seen and liked CSI
I’ve seen and liked Everwood


Family Life :

I get along with both of my parents
My biological parents are still together
I have at least one biological brother
I have at least one biological sister
I have at least one step brother/sister
I have at least one half brother/sister
I’ve been kicked out of my house
I’ve ran away from home
I’ve made my parents cry
I’ve lied to my parents
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
I don’t live with my parents
Parents are screwed up and gone


Hair :

I have brown hair
I have blonde hair
I have black hair
I’ve had streaks
I’ve cut my hair in the past year
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
I’ve been blonde
I’ve been red
I’ve been light brown
I’ve been medium brown
I’ve been blue/green
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner
I’ve used Silk Therapy
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair
I’ve straightened my hair
I’ve ironed my hair
I’ve braided my hair


School/College:

I’ve yelled at a teacher
I’ve been suspended
I’ve had an in-school suspension
I’ve been sent to the principals office
I’ve walked out of class
I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed Art
I’ve failed PE
I’ve failed Math
I’ve failed Science
I’ve failed another class
A teacher has called my parent


>>Now that you know a bit about me...it's your turn.

Questions and Answers...

1. Mood: Bitchy (due to a super migraine) and a bit sad. I'm also feeling really silly and hyper. I wanna go for a walk outside, but it's already after midnight.


2. When things get stressful, how do you keep a level head? I don't, it's really hard for me to keep calm; I tend to have a lot of anxiety issues. Whenever I am stressed, I try to pray and meditate and just keep the faith. If I'm really stressed I cry on my boyfriend's shoulder, and he usually tells me everything will work out and then tries to make me laugh. He's good at keeping me from the dark side of stress.


3. What are you reading right now? "American Psycho" by Bret Easton Ellis…because I haven't read it in a seriously long time. Last summer I re-read "Less Than Zero". I would like to read something more recent. Any recommendations; "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo" maybe?


4. One of the best times in your life? When I was 22 and I regularly went out with my friends. It was a time, when I lived in a big family home that was able to house all of my weirdo friends, and it was also a time when I had plenty of time to hang out with my boyfriend and my friends. There were crazy nights out dancing and hitting the town, then going back to my home (with plenty of space) for drinks, conversation and the oh-so famous (or infamous) movie nights! This time wasn't just important or great because I was hanging with my friends; it was more important because I had just gone through one of the worst, most traumatic experiences of my life. They say people come into your life for a reason; I have to believe that is true. Those people were there for me when I needed them most. Although, I should have never let my family bully me and my mom into selling our family's home.

5. Have you ever had a gel manicure? No, but being a cosmetology student, I have had chances to see and practice them. Gel manis are awesome to work with.


6. Three simple pleasures? 1.) French anything (movies, food, music, candy, etc.) 2.) The Beatles 3.) Walking in cold weather


7. Whom do you call if you need advice? I call my soon-to-be hubby, Justin. Sometimes I call on Jesus too, although he's probably tired of hearing from me. 


8. A recent happy moment? Taking a mid-afternoon nap with Justin on Sunday with the sun shining in through the window.


9. Are you a red dress kind of girl? Oh yeah! I've got more little black dresses, but love to be the lady in red sometimes!


10. Weekly goals: 1.) Get my home looking like it should be photographed for a magazine. 2.) Catch up on movies 3.) Try to keep focused and keep the faith too!

the premature death of summer...

Ok, maybe I'm being a bit melodramatic; but indeed my summer is coming to a close at the end of the week. It's a bit sad, but it is also the beginning of a new life for myself. I'm sad that my summer, so far has not been as relaxing and as wonderful as I had hoped. My hubby have had a lot of great times together, but we haven't had a lot of just plain ol' downtime.

Luckily, I've had a lot of things to obsess about during my summer months; these things fill the void of my absent hubby/bffl (sorta). I thought it might be fun to share just a few things that have rocked my summer with you. In no particular order, here goes:

1. Twilight Zone: Yeah, you read right. While everyone is obsessing over "Twilight", I'm indulging in reruns of "Twilight Zone". Although, I wasn't born until the show was in re-runs; I enjoyed it greatly and watched it with my Grandma every night when I was little. To this day, I find the show one of the most original, thought provoking, creepy little teleplays to ever run. The Alfred Hitchcock Show could have easily fit into this list as well. Twilight Zone is still being re-run on SyFy (Sci-Fi?) channel. *Why did the name change again? I missed that.*

2. Red Dead Redemption: So, Rockstar, yeah! I already know I like every game they put out, but oh snap..NEVER did I imagine I would become so addicted to Red Dead Redemption. If it's not bad enough that I spend hours playing this game, I can't look at horses or birds flying in the sky without be reminded of my game. I've also grown even more of an appetite for all films western. It's also reminded me that I'm still pissed about Deadwood being abruptly cancelled.

3. Mad Men: The 4th Season is back, and nearly a month earlier than last year's season 3 premiere. I'm elated. I couldn't wait to see what the new Sterling Draper Cooper Pryce offices would look like. Also, what 1964/1965 would bring to the stories. Last Sunday's Christmas episode was awesome! Freddy is back (sorry, but I missed him). I always liked him for noticing Peggy's potential. How will this season end? I'm dying to know what else is in store. I'm also really creeped out by the Bishop boy! YIKES, Glenn stay away from my Sally!

4. & 5. M.A.C: I loved both the "To the Beach" and "In the Groove" collections. Both had so many fun and gorgeous items. I'm sad that the "In the Groove" packaging wasn't as cute as "To the Beach". However, Stereo Rose, huh...I'm just saying! Petticoat and Stereo Rose are my new best MSF friends. "To the Beach", had that super awesome Marine Life hi-light powder. Woo! Thank goodness my super awesome friend's and family hooked me up with mega big M.A.C gift cards for my birthday. Rather than just drooling over my cult faves, I ran in and bought them up!

6. Crystal Castles/Celestica: Love this album and had this song on repeat for most of the summer!

7. Sharlto Copley: So cute, so adorable, so one of the reasons I've seen District 9 too many times!

8. Sweet Leaf Tea: Huge containers of this stuff for like $1.50 each fill my fridge and pantry. My favorite of all of the flavors is Mint and Honey! So minty and refreshing, tastes a bit like all the good times I've had in Austin..wink! Yummy and organic!